I found an apartment in Berlin, I bought almost all necessary furniture, and the dust is slowly settling down. I didn’t realize how much turbulence this whole operation “Berlin” would cause, but it is finally over. From the decision in June to take the step to move to Berlin and become a developer until now: over 3 months of madness. Every day I was out and about, chasing some kind of burocratic decision or walking through IKEA’s exhibition for the n-th time until it felt like I lived there. And although for the last 6 years I was on almost continuous movement and started many times from scratch, this time was the most intense, but also feels like the most definite. Maybe it does have to do with – in a way – coming back to the place where I had started my journey, and it has a slight feeling of closing a circle in my life. I am, in a way, back and facing things that I maybe was escaping then. Not implying that the escape was not necessary, in fact I think it was. Because now I have the strength to face life in a city, and not only be peaceful on a green island with merely sheep as neighbors, but also in a big city. (Fun fact: I actually moved to a very green, partially forested park inside Berlin where sheep and cows live in big meadows. I did not search for it specifically, but life’s magic never ceases to surprise me).
Someone asked me if I miss Ireland. I said ‘no’. They were surprised about the clear answer, but it is true. When you follow your heart and go along with life wherever it takes you, you don’t really look back. Yes of course, my adventures somehow live within me and they made me what I am today – but when your decisions are aligned with your heart, you always know that your decisions are right, so you don’t regret anything, and also you don’t really miss anything. You know that the best always lies ahead.
Anyhow, this evening I started finally what I was looking forward in this course: Ruby on Rails.
I am almost exited. I noticed that I really want to get into the backend now. It is just what I want to do. And I get to do it. So I should humbly say a “Thanks” to life and wish everyone a good week ahead!